CAA - Chat Addicts Anon

I was always odd. I wanted to be a t-rex when I was little. ^^

I even practiced my roaring and chasing of humans by chasing the boys. The girls just gave me dirty looks and climbed up the playground to keep away.

I'm more normal now though, which is odd. >< I think it's cause I've accepted that certain things about me are weird and I no longer care if anyone finds out.

Nope I've always been a little odd, with a strange sense of humour... Personaly, I think, as I've gotten older I've become weirder.

But when I was younger I really didn't like the company of other people. I still don't really. I blame it on being an only child.^^"

Which is exactly WHY you need a sibling!

HELL NO!!! I like not sharing my stuff ^_^.

I was a strange child; very animal obsessed, with golden curls and pink cheeks, played Manhunt every lunchtime with people three years older than me, climbed trees despite being terrified of heights, hid away in handmade shelters in the pineforests with my imagination and brothers, sat on chairs with my legs in the lotus position (still do ><), slid down the stairs on pillows, devoured a million books each day, denied the existance of Santa... Dude, I was strange.

No wonder I'm weird. I was an odd child. But I've only gotten odder with age... especially since starting highschool.

Exactly!!! You wanna know something strange??? I went to a christian school for about 4 years (from when I was 7-11). Through out the whole time, I didn't belive a word they said (sorry to any christians out there). To me it was like we were learning about a fictional book. Not to mention the trouble I use to get in... But I never seemed to get any punishment...

I don't think I learned very much... but I still remember alot of the songs.

I never went to christian schools, but my dad used to be a youth pastor. At the time it was a great way to get good attention, but at the time, I didn't believe it either-- it was more a practice instead of a faith then.....

I still don't like the generalization they have for us though-- some people make us look so stupid when a lot of us aren't! Gahh!!

That is, unless everyone thinks I am stupid-- Oh no! I hope not. Do you guys find me to be unintelligent?

MJ, I've been in a christian school all my life, and believe me, it's anything but devout and disciplined. I like it so far, and I think I'm only putting up a false facade of "I'm a good boy with terrific grades and polite personality" when all of my friends and I are prone to sexual exploration xD (no matter what gender)

I'm pretty sure I'm-were-just tricking our teachers into thinking that there are still pure uncorrupted teens out there. I mean, no offence to those concerned, but my belief in God had turned lesser and lesser each year.

I think most students in christian schools do that now, that faking your faith thing. (sorry to those who care)

As for your suspicion MM, no, you are not dimwitted. I think I am though, or at least a boring person, because lately I couldn't relate to anything my friends are talking to each other about.

I showed them witty clips from Whose Line in Youtube, and they were stoned faced. But when I showed them this funny kid imitating a crazed dog all of them bawled in laughter. They prefer to hang outside and go to the mall or something while I prefer to stay back home and study. I mean, I go to the mall from time to time but, I have an education to keep up with.

They're into video games and online RPG whatnot, while I'm stuck here typing and writing and reading and...it's weird.

I feel like I'm weird.

Trust me, if you're weird, so am I-- my friends tell me I need to get out more, and that they feel like I hate everyone just because I read, get my homework done, instead of going to the game with them or something.....

I do believe that my education is more important than having awesome friends at school (quik on the other hand is an exception- but she doesn't go to my school! it's a sad thing). I am going to go to college and probably meet new people-- to be honest, I am more afraid of never getting married! I am so odd that no guys like me- it isn't like I'm unattractive, but that they don't understand, or want to for that matter! It's maddening actually.

Don't feel like you're weird-- you don't seem to be-- in fact, if you went to my school I would be your friend who laughed at those things!!

*hugs my new friend, Mike*

*hugs back*

I don't think I'll ever be married, even if gay marriage is allowed. I want a partner'd be satisfied with our current relationship as it is. What I want from college is grow out of my shell and be more confident and sociable (and most probably attrctive to others' eyes [blush]) I want to study a field that I would be satisfied and happy with, get a steady income, nice living space, and just break out of my current life.

I think that kinda thing is exactly what everyone wants for themself, in one way or another.

I'm hoping that University will just help me improve on things I already know and put me into the situation where I can persue a career that I enjoy. I know what it's like in a big family where we can't always afford the nicest things and I'd like to avoid being in debt as much as possible. ><

I kinda hope to find a boyfriend too. ^^; I'm not straight but I'm not Bi either. I just believe in equal-opportunity sexuality. If that makes any sense. I prefer men but I reserve the right to admire and appreciate the beauty in women too and I'm not going to rule out a relationship with one just because we're the same gender.

Did that make any sense to anyone but me?

I dunno, I'm pretty strictly straight but I think women find and appreciate the beauty in other women more and better than most men because not only do we know how much work goes into looking good, but we sort of compare ourselves to them too. Maybe that's just me.

Speaking of men, mine's home! But he hasn't called me yet. Stupid nerd.

Also MM you're awesome too!! I love you sis!!

And Mike you're not weird you seem pretty great.

Awe-- In college I hope to gain knowledge, get a fun, but nicely paying job, and then a boyfriend. . . I am also strictly straight! Mine isn't exactly nonexistent, but he isn't known. . . so he may be home, I don't know!!

Thanks quik! You're awesome =D

Mike is also awesome =D

so are a lot of people on this site~_~

Awww, you guys are adorable!!!^^

Funny, I have a friend, who is Bi, and I know (if ever so desired) would go out with me in a heratbeat. She hass trieg to kiss me on numerous occasions... one time she succeded. AND I have been giving AJ's ex the wrong idea... TOO many bloody issues. Also, I keep putting off my homework.

Hmm- I don't have any friends that are gay or bi-- I think this is because there are none around here though. . . I am cool with my friends though, but more are always welcome...

I have no idea why, but I am really starting to care about this site and all of the people more! ='D Can you believe it?
*Gasp!*

"Is Jess actually starting to get sentimental?"
"I think she is!"

"STOP TALKING ABOUT ME!"
hehe
My name is sort of Jess, by the way. . . So now I have an alias! MM, Jess, MissMarauder. . . I am just sneaky!